At the first time I step my foot to Uitm as Degree student I thought that it’s easy as 123. But then it’s harder like you become smaller in the biggest world full with giant people that only can walk without notice that you are there. Not like in Diploma time when people are looking for your successful but degree you have to look into yourself either you success or you just a loser. You got to be selfish to make it success.
It has to be fast and still strong. You can’t imagine that people just staring and sympathy but what can they do they also in the same place as you. Running and timing are always chasing you. Once you fall (fail subject) you have to start again learn again and having the scary time when have to do the final again. It’s the moments that make you always sweating and your heart pumping faster.
Trust me, I always had that kind of feeling when having exam. It’s killing me… afraid if the building that we had build fall and you have to build again and again. Some said that study is the best experience that you will have. I don’t argue about it. Yes it’s true. Study ia the best moment in my life when I know how to deal with people, find new friends also lost friends, we far from our family yet we have to survive our own. This is the time when we learn not only base on the text book but we learn how to be in reality when no mother will serve you breakfast every morning or father send you to the school. You have to make oyur own move. Everything you have to do your own.
I’m glad that I’m here right now. Even I’m not the best student but still I’m here near to be the best. I know it’s not easy but I also know that I’m surely will success someday. When you do a thing with your truly heart, then never felt down when you lost it. It’s because you already tried to be the best. And I hope someday I will have the courage to tell the world that I can be who ever I want it as long as I never stop to grab what I want in my life.
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